Sem break

At home,
Very boring…
Nothing to do…

Eat…
Sit…
Watching TV…
On-9…
Music…
Washroom…
Sleep…

……

3 weeks

3 weeks… await 3weeks exam week already past.
Yes…the hard 3 weeks I already tide over.

In the 3 weeks,
Everyday life just prepared for study…
Go lunch take note, dinner take note, go mamak oso take note.
Not prepare early is like that de lo…Haiz~~~
After finish all the paper, I just hope that I can pass all the paper.
Not hope so high coz I done it very bad.

After 3 weeks,
I hope everyone can get a good result…

GOD bless us…

Song...

Song is part of my life.

Music will never end from my life.

Lyric is the way to show out what I want to say.

So, every lyrics when I show out at my blog will have their own meaning at there.

What happen to the next second?

For the 1st second, I was the happy & cherish people.

For the next second, I was the sad & depressed people.

I really no know the next second which of the person am I be.

Everyday when come to 12am or later, I feel like very sorrow.

Everything like change.

Had a day, I alone go to the lake.

I sit at there. Think many...

Got a minite, I feel like wanna jump into the lake.

But I never do that coz I think of my parents.

Mum & Dad, I love both of you.

Thank you coz you are the 1 who bring me come to this world.

To My Friend...

Dear,

From last week, I know you are sad. Until now, you haven't recover from the shadow of the evil.
From you went out of your room to cycle everyway, I ask you where you wanna go. You said you wanna go out awhile only. At that time i saw your face abit different. So, I quickly take out my handphone than follow you go out.... I ask you what happen. You jz said let you one person...ok,I let you one person. But I follow at the back coz I scare anything happen summore the sky ady dark. Actually I know what happen to you already but jz no knw what is main point thing to make you so sad. When saw you cry, my heart like fall from 100m height of a building (is a normal thing when a guy saw a girl cry). I really no know what to do. Just take a piece of tissue-paper for you.

By the way, I really sorry to you.
I misunderstanding you something when you are in the sad time.
SORRY...

-jimmy-

28th APRIL 1988~2009...21th lo

I will like to thanks all my friends(old & new).

Although when the nx day is final exam for the 1st paper(Programming), you all guys(cousemate) still on-9 wishing me happy birthday.some still singing at msn(type in words).

After exam, 4 of ur(Karfai, Jerry, Chiew Han & me) walk to Tesco ate at Sushi King. It was a damn full lunch for me...Sushi King, I love U.

At that nite,same ppl(K, J, CH) when to ate dinner. Chiew Han & Jerry really make me surprice. They secretly went to buy tiramisu cake(my favourite) for me. I very bashful coz so many ppl at they watching drama, than we are here to celebrate.swt~~~

On 30th of April, my neighbor(Chiakie, Denise, Su Shiang) & Chin Eng call me go to having dinner together. Why so late? coz they are too busy with their exam, summore on that day I already got another invitation.

Once again, thanks to all of you for celebrate my 21st Birthday...

別再為他流淚

你走了太久一定很累
他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了
心情很乾脆
他其實沒有那麼絕對
遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴
他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會.
那些你已無所謂

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後為自己醉
就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後管他是誰

TAURUS MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is 'No Freedom', so if he marry you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, then you could have him beside you.

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Who am I?

Worry...Wondering...What to do now???

Time always go...no limits...
Me always think of future but sometime mind cannot move forwards still recall the past.
Izit I think too much or I scarry of what? I no know.

Day by day; time by time, I no know whatever I did it now is a correct way or a wrong way. I scare I will miss out from this galaxy. I really need a mentality advisor to advise me.

At last...
For someone who are misunderstood what I did wrong thing to them before, I will like to say sorry to them because I also no know why am I treat them like that.
For someone who are asking why am I treat her so good now, I will like to say I also no knw why am I do that for her. All this is come out frm my heart & not a scheming to her. I just want to show out my feeling.

Happy Birthday to my friends

I will like to take this opportunity to bless my friends Denise, Kai Liang & Chiakie where their birthday on 6th, 8th & 14th respectively on April.
Wish them healthy always, joyful & what they have wish for will realize soon to them.

~"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"~

Say the TRUTH!!!

If you got any invited after we had decide to go together to somewhere, you just said it earlier la. I won't be angry to you... but don't until I wanna go out ady you just said you cannot make it. For sure I'll angry what you did it to me...
I no knw why some ppl won't said the truth to others.
Izit to say the truth to others is a very difficult thing???
If yes, I not have other words can say.

SORRY if I do something wrong or get hurt to YOU!!!

I HATE myself...

This few day I do not knw why i suddenly like easy to get angry.Until me like cannot breathe.
Everytime will think too much of thing...
Last time I never face to this kind of problem but jz this few week I cannot control myself to be angry.
One of my buddy told me be patient of whatever thing happen.OK, I'll try my best to be patient.
PATIENT PATIENT PATIENT......
Btw, I oso need some time and space to let me digest.There should be the best way for me to comedown myself.
HAIZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~~~

面包鸡(min bao kai-cantonese)-Chicken Bread

Jz knw my cousemate & I went to the Kampar Old Town having our chicken bread lunch.
We have 2 car going. Actlly we suppose meet at 3pm. Btw, some of my friends still at skul do gym.haizzzz...lah biasalah. Everytime comfirm the time ady,sure will be delay 1 hour 0r more than that.So,1 of the car go 1st.
There are many chicken bread restaurant at Kampar. After that, we decided to had our chicken bread at KAM LENG restaurant. 1 of the famous chicken bread restaurant at Kampar. Heard my friend said on every weekend, there will have many KL, Ipoh & other places ppl will go to there jz for the chicken bread.
From 3:45pm, we waiting another car coming till 4:30pm. Hungry mannn...wanna pengsan@.@
While we waiting them coming, we order "cha siu bao"...hehehe~~~
Woouuu~~~all 10 ppl reach here ady.
We order 1 BIG curry chicken bread, 1 small medicinal materials chicken bread, 1 noodles(man shang min-cantonese) & 1 vegetable.
Ohhh, nice chicken bread. Really very nice...yummy~~~
We finish at 5:30pm...after that we went to bought KTM & bus ticket for this coming Sunday. Going PCFair at KLCC on this Sunday.
Finish all the staff ady,we went bk to Westlake Home...
Wah, basketball tournament...we went to support our FSET team... YEAH, FSET won ady...woolehhh~~~
2day was a wonderful day...weather was so cool...niceeee~~~
Chicken Bread, I'll go to eat you again nx time...hahaha~~~

勇气

终于做了这个决定

别人怎么说我不理

只要你也一样的肯定

我愿意天涯海角都随你去

我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己

最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气

来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气

去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你

放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性

会不小心伤害了你

你能不能温柔提醒

我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

What About Now???

"What About Now"

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Blurrr...@.@

this few week i suppose be very busy with my study things.
btw, i feel very fidgety with the girl & boy things...
i seem like attract by someone. in the day by day; time by time, i feel like very nervous with their everything, I didn't know why I become very care of her.
at 1st, i told myself that dont be so close with her coz i scare i accidentally fall in love to her coz she ady have a bf!!...
**everyone will think that izit a girl having a bf suppose not be so close & treat her so good. I no knw what is the percentage of you all will say NO.**
but the situation of myself, I'll not dare to like a girl where she already have a bf. in the other words, I should not like a girl if she having a bf now.
be the third party in other person life is a toilsome thing. so, better keep away from being doing that.
anyhow, why am i still thinking of her now???what happen to me???confusing~~@.@""
(:\\"she ady have another 1...stop it ok...")...
anyway, i'll always keep in mind that she will not be the one in my life.
maintain as a friends...
it should be feel more comfortable & not be feel queer with each other.

Tried week(22th-28th March 2009)

As I write the date at the up there,there is a crazy week that I have.
(Database assignment + Programming lab test + Analysis & Design IS midterm-test)
Everyday sleep not more than 3 hours...WTF~~~
Until the end, i get fever on 28th of March.
Anywhere i wan to thx GOD coz no let me fall sick on the middle of that week.THANKS~~~

"Busy Life at UTAR"

Since last 3 week,I got tonnes of assignment have to do.
And from this week,I got a lot of test(MT,lab test).
Untill now i have many many many tutorial haven't done yet.
OMG,what is the life now.
Who said university life is free,relaxed??? WT----

At last,I hope this sem I will get a good result.(at least 3.00!!)

Sorry,I'm lazy...

For all my friends,I'm here to say sorry to you all guys coz I not update my BLOG.
I hope my apologies is not too late...