下雨了，他哭了。

下雨了...

我可以感觉

是他的哭泣

哭了一整天

你已经累了

好了

别再哭了

好好的休息吧！

好了很多...

一觉醒来
好了很多

可是
还是有个刺

不管怎样
我会好好的
过我自己的生活


谢谢那些关心我的朋友
谢谢你们...

不想看到和知道...

每天每天每天...

为什么？

不知道。

就算知道那又怎样？

反正是自己多想而已。

所以，

不要让我..看到..知道..就好了。

信任

原来
一直以来，我是不被信任的一个人。

是我的错吗？
是吗？

不想多说什么了。
就让他们不信任吧。


我知道我没有做过或说过就可以了。
...

A good message...

世上没有平坦的道路，
唯有平衡自己的脚步去寻找未来的幸福。

生活中难免会有一些委屈，
唯有抛开所有恩怨平衡自己的情绪。

简单就是幸福！
平凡就是快乐！


#a sms from shayti...
*is a good message...

孫燕姿-天黑黑

我的小時候吵鬧任性的時候
我的外婆總會唱歌哄我
夏天的午後老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像這樣唱的

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

離開小時候有了自己的生活
新鮮的歌新鮮的念頭
任性和衝動無法控制的時候
我忘記還有這樣的歌

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

我愛上讓我奮不顧身的一個人
我以為這就是我所追求的世界
然而橫沖直撞被誤解被騙
是否成人的世界背後總有殘缺

我走在每天必須面對的分岔路
我懷念過去單純 美好的小幸福
愛總是讓人哭讓人覺得不滿足
天空很大卻看不清楚好孤獨

天黑的時候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安靜的雨
原來外婆的道理早就唱給我聽
下起雨也要勇敢前進
我相信一切都會平息
我現在好想回家去

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

累了

真的累了...
已作了的决定，
为何还是在犹豫。
犹豫什么？
放不下？
执著？
我也不知道。
烦~~~

无奈...


真的很想独自一个人
陪着我那缺陷的左脚
一拐一拐的
漫漫的
走向那大海
大喊
ahhhhhh~~~~



无言...

红豆-Khalil Fong方大同

還沒好好的感受　雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖　會更明白　甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手　走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以後　學會珍惜　天長和地久

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆　熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享　會更明白　相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受　醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右　你才追求　孤獨的自由

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

Start Year 1 Trimester 3

short semester...
later 11pm will be my new semester start.
have to start my engine to go this short journey.
go...go...go...

Friends blog

jz saw some of my friend blog...
they have lots of problem. jz like me...
i can't help them coz i oso finding way to go out from my problem.

jz hope u can be strong, be brave & be more courage.
that are the only word i can give u...

Physiotherapy

finally i writing my 1st blog in the year 1 trimester 2 sem break.

tired, bored, tired, bored...
from last week I came back from Kampar, everyday non-stop going to hospital.
+physiotherapy+
this is due to my leg dislocated until ligamen torn & fibula broken.
next 2 weeks, 12/10/09 need to go operation again...to take out the screw.
hope everything will be fine & wish will recover soon.
many thing need to do but no one is done. hope after recover can do it & done all...

pray~~pray~~pray~~

Year 1 Trimester 2 Study Week

Currently i won't be update my blog coz next week is my FINAL EXAM for my year 1 trimester 2.
Now everyday jz STUDY STUDY STUDY...
Last month I skip many class already coz my leg injured.
So, now have to catch up everything I have missed out.

Friends~~~I will update my blog after the final exam...

#Thanks for the cooperation#

Useless...Rubbish...Good-for-Nothing

Going to crazy already everyday at the small room.
Do nothing there.
Sometime wanna do a thing also cannot. If can also need to use 3 time harder then before.
No mood to study even though final exam is near.
Haiz~~
Like a rubbish here now.

★ 金牛座 ★

金牛座在什麼情形下最容易感受到壓力 -----
當發生令金牛座想破頭卻想不通的問題時，就會讓金牛座感到壓力重重。
有自我壓抑傾向的金牛座沒有辦法忍受別人在旁邊不斷催促，金牛座需要有時間來讓自己好好地思考，才能夠想得清楚。

哪些星座最容易給金牛座壓力 ----
牡羊座，雙子座和射手座最容易帶給金牛座壓力。
金牛座不喜歡牡羊座粗枝大葉的態度；想到就做、常常變來變去的雙子座更讓金牛座感到緊張，而沒有責任感的射手座，常給金牛座一些意想不到的狀況，更惹得金牛座壓力重重。

哪些星座容易幫助金牛座紓解壓力 ----
做事細心而且設想周到的處女座，以及腳踏實地，認真負責的摩羯座，和他們在一起可以讓金牛座覺得很放心。

金牛座的壓力徵兆 ----
當金牛座一個人悶著不想和別人說話時，正是牛兒受不了壓力而在鑽牛角尖的徵兆，變得不想理人，沒有力氣的金牛座，壓力一觸即發。

金牛座最易用什麼型式發洩 ----
金牛座喜歡自己一個人好好靜一靜，其實這只是減緩壓力爆發的消極方法罷了；當金牛座悶不吭聲的時候，正是牛兒在發洩牛脾氣。

金牛座的抗壓與減壓祕方 ----
找人好好談談，會讓金牛座好過些，很多事情積壓在體內只會讓自己生病而已。

Diet 24hours

I have diet in this 24hours.
OMG~~~
From yesterday dinner until jz now dinner, accurate 24hours I didn't eat anything except biscuit & water.Hahaha~~~
Haiz~~~
It's because I lazy. Last minute only do the Data Structures & Algorithms Assessment 3. Do until like going to hell ady.
Anyway, thanks a lot to my fren Brian who gv me to source of code, help me go to print out the hardcopy & lastly help me past up the assessment 3.
Thanks Brian. I love you man...LOL~~~XD~~~

放慢我的脚步 Slow down my step

那是上天对我的惩罚吗？
我想应该是吧！


从我还未发生意外的那几个星期，我的步伐也许是太快了。
那是我不想再有那不好的事情发生。
因为在那时候，他（她）已经对我失去了信任。
就那一次的好心，却变成了我的遗憾。
再多的道歉和解释也弥补不了我的过错。

到现在，我觉得我们不再像以前了。
以前可以有说有笑的谈。
而现在，我却每说一句话都是很小心。

以前对他的关心，也开始慢慢的消失了。
我也不知为何事？就觉得是多余的吧！
我看她也不欠缺吧！
周围的朋友都对他那么好，也不欠我一个。是吗？

说了那么多，我觉得我很自私。


就有那么的一天，我的脚受伤了。
在房里，我想了很多，很多。。。


其实，就在我停笔
过后的那几小时前，
我觉得我们的关系也已经有点好转了。
开始有聊了一些。

也许是我看开了吧！
还是是我自己想太多？
本来就应该没事了的，
自己却一直责备自己。

之前，我把自己封闭了一段时间，
不想让别人知道真相。
到现在，我想把它埋起来。
让它随着时间的一点一滴，
慢慢的腐烂，
直道化为乌有。



人，应该要学会慢慢的行走。
你才会看到自己问题的存在。
所以，就赶快想办法弥补它，
别让那问题蔓延到不能弥补。

太快的步伐，只会让你迷失方向。
一切的问题就在你不自不觉散发，
直道你发现的时候，
也已经不能弥补了。



〉〉放慢您的脚步，你会发现很多。。。
>>Slow down every step you walk, you will descover more...

12hr 34minutes 56seconds 07/08/09

Do you know?

At 12hours 34minutes 56seconds on 7th August this year[2009] will be 12:34:56 07/08/09 [1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9]. This amazing day will never happen in your life again.

人与人之间的相遇‏

人与人的相遇
就像是一个随机抽样
在不同的时间空间之中
彼此相遇。。。

有些时候，你会发现
你一开始最看不顺眼的人
竟然不知不觉变成了你的好友
因为你发现了他（她）的好

有些时候
你根本不想去认识一个人
你觉得无趣，后来你却发现他（她）
却是你所想要认识的那种人

有些时候
你非常喜欢一个人
但是缘分的交情
让你们只能相遇，而不能在一起

或往往你爱的人，不爱你
而你不爱的人，却是那样爱你
这复杂的习惯总是如此的跟着我们
解不开也算不清

有些人，你就是有一见如故的感受
有些人，你怎样就是说不上几句话
像是一部公车，大家在这一站上车
又在另一站下车
事事总是充满变数与未知。。。

曾经感情很好的朋友，即使感觉还在
可是因为各自都有自己的前程而疏离
然而某些记忆，就算多年以后
也难以忘记，深藏心底深处

所以朋友们，试着去珍惜每一次缘分的安排
因为你根本不知道，错过了这一次
你跟他（她），还会在哪个空间相遇？
也许，这是你们唯一一次的相遇。。。

缘分，是很奇妙的东西
它把原本陌生的两人牵引在一起
可以互相认识，交往，
到最后成为朋友
有缘千里来相会
无缘对面不相识

人与人之间的相遇
如果缺少了缘分的安排
又怎能从相遇中相识呢？

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

虽然不晓得，你我~
是否~还会相遇？
是否~会被淡忘。。。
愿你们都过得很好~
永远快乐，平安，健康，幸福。。。

Love Forecast in Year 2009

For Jimmy Lim who birth in April 28, below are your Love Forecast in Year 2009 :

Thou Shalt Play

You can expect a mature, realistic and responsible approach to love with serious Saturn in your 5th House of Romance through late October. You will benefit by making a concerted effort to enhance your image, but that doesn’t come from hard work alone. Having fun gives you a glow that makes you instantly more attractive. Taking time to play is essential for creating space in your heart to give and receive the pleasure you desire. Joy is part of your job now and needs to be on your schedule. Commit to activities that help you feel young, enthusiastic and expressive. These traits are necessities, not luxuries, if love is to blossom in your life. The downside of Saturn in this part of your chart can be feelings of isolation or emotional fatigue that tempt you to give up on love. Happily, spontaneous Uranus’s oppositions to Saturn on February 5 and September 15 should break you out of any funk. Venus’s retrograde period of March 6–April 17 is a critical time to reexamine core patterns in matters of love, partnership and self-worth. Her passage through the haze of your 12th House of Secrets can stir up feelings that you’ve kept hidden even from yourself. Discovering these needs can challenge you to approach intimacy in new and different ways.

Things girls don't realize...

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.