What happen to the next second?

For the 1st second, I was the happy & cherish people.

For the next second, I was the sad & depressed people.

I really no know the next second which of the person am I be.

Everyday when come to 12am or later, I feel like very sorrow.

Everything like change.

Had a day, I alone go to the lake.

I sit at there. Think many...

Got a minite, I feel like wanna jump into the lake.

But I never do that coz I think of my parents.

Mum & Dad, I love both of you.

Thank you coz you are the 1 who bring me come to this world.