Her belated birthday present.

I have bought ur belated birthday present.
Hope u will like it after I give it to u.


This is my promise to u b4 I bk hometown.

rushing!!

why am i feel so rushing?
rushing for what?

this sem break i feel like not for myself
but is for others.

sister wedding, I have to buy clothes in a limited time.
publicity leader, I have to done whatever the camp need.

I hope this coming new year (2010),
I will have a nice rest.

不好意思...

Hui...
sorry lo if my words hurt ur heart.

=.=...

1st week of the sem break

this was a bloody week.
jz came back from my sem break,
i already spent almost RM900.
shopping to prepare my sister wedding clothes,clubbing,movie...

after this week have to economize my daily expenses.
=.=

Close File

File is close...
Waiting someone to open a new file.

After Y1T3 final exam

OMG...it is almost 5am.I haven't sleep.2mrw 9am still want go to school to do some staff.after that still need to find the t-shirt factory maker to make my camp t-shirt.
I need go to sleep now...

bye...
*will update my blog soon...

下雨了，他哭了。

下雨了...

我可以感觉

是他的哭泣

哭了一整天

你已经累了

好了

别再哭了

好好的休息吧！

好了很多...

一觉醒来
好了很多

可是
还是有个刺

不管怎样
我会好好的
过我自己的生活


谢谢那些关心我的朋友
谢谢你们...

不想看到和知道...

每天每天每天...

为什么？

不知道。

就算知道那又怎样？

反正是自己多想而已。

所以，

不要让我..看到..知道..就好了。

信任

原来
一直以来，我是不被信任的一个人。

是我的错吗？
是吗？

不想多说什么了。
就让他们不信任吧。


我知道我没有做过或说过就可以了。
...

A good message...

世上没有平坦的道路，
唯有平衡自己的脚步去寻找未来的幸福。

生活中难免会有一些委屈，
唯有抛开所有恩怨平衡自己的情绪。

简单就是幸福！
平凡就是快乐！


#a sms from shayti...
*is a good message...

孫燕姿-天黑黑

我的小時候吵鬧任性的時候
我的外婆總會唱歌哄我
夏天的午後老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像這樣唱的

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

離開小時候有了自己的生活
新鮮的歌新鮮的念頭
任性和衝動無法控制的時候
我忘記還有這樣的歌

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

我愛上讓我奮不顧身的一個人
我以為這就是我所追求的世界
然而橫沖直撞被誤解被騙
是否成人的世界背後總有殘缺

我走在每天必須面對的分岔路
我懷念過去單純 美好的小幸福
愛總是讓人哭讓人覺得不滿足
天空很大卻看不清楚好孤獨

天黑的時候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安靜的雨
原來外婆的道理早就唱給我聽
下起雨也要勇敢前進
我相信一切都會平息
我現在好想回家去

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

累了

真的累了...
已作了的决定，
为何还是在犹豫。
犹豫什么？
放不下？
执著？
我也不知道。
烦~~~

无奈...


真的很想独自一个人
陪着我那缺陷的左脚
一拐一拐的
漫漫的
走向那大海
大喊
ahhhhhh~~~~



无言...

红豆-Khalil Fong方大同

還沒好好的感受　雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖　會更明白　甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手　走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以後　學會珍惜　天長和地久

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆　熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享　會更明白　相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受　醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右　你才追求　孤獨的自由

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

Start Year 1 Trimester 3

short semester...
later 11pm will be my new semester start.
have to start my engine to go this short journey.
go...go...go...

Friends blog

jz saw some of my friend blog...
they have lots of problem. jz like me...
i can't help them coz i oso finding way to go out from my problem.

jz hope u can be strong, be brave & be more courage.
that are the only word i can give u...

Physiotherapy

finally i writing my 1st blog in the year 1 trimester 2 sem break.

tired, bored, tired, bored...
from last week I came back from Kampar, everyday non-stop going to hospital.
+physiotherapy+
this is due to my leg dislocated until ligamen torn & fibula broken.
next 2 weeks, 12/10/09 need to go operation again...to take out the screw.
hope everything will be fine & wish will recover soon.
many thing need to do but no one is done. hope after recover can do it & done all...

pray~~pray~~pray~~

Year 1 Trimester 2 Study Week

Currently i won't be update my blog coz next week is my FINAL EXAM for my year 1 trimester 2.
Now everyday jz STUDY STUDY STUDY...
Last month I skip many class already coz my leg injured.
So, now have to catch up everything I have missed out.

Friends~~~I will update my blog after the final exam...

#Thanks for the cooperation#

Useless...Rubbish...Good-for-Nothing

Going to crazy already everyday at the small room.
Do nothing there.
Sometime wanna do a thing also cannot. If can also need to use 3 time harder then before.
No mood to study even though final exam is near.
Haiz~~
Like a rubbish here now.

★ 金牛座 ★

金牛座在什麼情形下最容易感受到壓力 -----
當發生令金牛座想破頭卻想不通的問題時，就會讓金牛座感到壓力重重。
有自我壓抑傾向的金牛座沒有辦法忍受別人在旁邊不斷催促，金牛座需要有時間來讓自己好好地思考，才能夠想得清楚。

哪些星座最容易給金牛座壓力 ----
牡羊座，雙子座和射手座最容易帶給金牛座壓力。
金牛座不喜歡牡羊座粗枝大葉的態度；想到就做、常常變來變去的雙子座更讓金牛座感到緊張，而沒有責任感的射手座，常給金牛座一些意想不到的狀況，更惹得金牛座壓力重重。

哪些星座容易幫助金牛座紓解壓力 ----
做事細心而且設想周到的處女座，以及腳踏實地，認真負責的摩羯座，和他們在一起可以讓金牛座覺得很放心。

金牛座的壓力徵兆 ----
當金牛座一個人悶著不想和別人說話時，正是牛兒受不了壓力而在鑽牛角尖的徵兆，變得不想理人，沒有力氣的金牛座，壓力一觸即發。

金牛座最易用什麼型式發洩 ----
金牛座喜歡自己一個人好好靜一靜，其實這只是減緩壓力爆發的消極方法罷了；當金牛座悶不吭聲的時候，正是牛兒在發洩牛脾氣。

金牛座的抗壓與減壓祕方 ----
找人好好談談，會讓金牛座好過些，很多事情積壓在體內只會讓自己生病而已。

Diet 24hours

I have diet in this 24hours.
OMG~~~
From yesterday dinner until jz now dinner, accurate 24hours I didn't eat anything except biscuit & water.Hahaha~~~
Haiz~~~
It's because I lazy. Last minute only do the Data Structures & Algorithms Assessment 3. Do until like going to hell ady.
Anyway, thanks a lot to my fren Brian who gv me to source of code, help me go to print out the hardcopy & lastly help me past up the assessment 3.
Thanks Brian. I love you man...LOL~~~XD~~~

放慢我的脚步 Slow down my step

那是上天对我的惩罚吗？
我想应该是吧！


从我还未发生意外的那几个星期，我的步伐也许是太快了。
那是我不想再有那不好的事情发生。
因为在那时候，他（她）已经对我失去了信任。
就那一次的好心，却变成了我的遗憾。
再多的道歉和解释也弥补不了我的过错。

到现在，我觉得我们不再像以前了。
以前可以有说有笑的谈。
而现在，我却每说一句话都是很小心。

以前对他的关心，也开始慢慢的消失了。
我也不知为何事？就觉得是多余的吧！
我看她也不欠缺吧！
周围的朋友都对他那么好，也不欠我一个。是吗？

说了那么多，我觉得我很自私。


就有那么的一天，我的脚受伤了。
在房里，我想了很多，很多。。。


其实，就在我停笔
过后的那几小时前，
我觉得我们的关系也已经有点好转了。
开始有聊了一些。

也许是我看开了吧！
还是是我自己想太多？
本来就应该没事了的，
自己却一直责备自己。

之前，我把自己封闭了一段时间，
不想让别人知道真相。
到现在，我想把它埋起来。
让它随着时间的一点一滴，
慢慢的腐烂，
直道化为乌有。



人，应该要学会慢慢的行走。
你才会看到自己问题的存在。
所以，就赶快想办法弥补它，
别让那问题蔓延到不能弥补。

太快的步伐，只会让你迷失方向。
一切的问题就在你不自不觉散发，
直道你发现的时候，
也已经不能弥补了。



〉〉放慢您的脚步，你会发现很多。。。
>>Slow down every step you walk, you will descover more...

12hr 34minutes 56seconds 07/08/09

Do you know?

At 12hours 34minutes 56seconds on 7th August this year[2009] will be 12:34:56 07/08/09 [1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9]. This amazing day will never happen in your life again.

人与人之间的相遇‏

人与人的相遇
就像是一个随机抽样
在不同的时间空间之中
彼此相遇。。。

有些时候，你会发现
你一开始最看不顺眼的人
竟然不知不觉变成了你的好友
因为你发现了他（她）的好

有些时候
你根本不想去认识一个人
你觉得无趣，后来你却发现他（她）
却是你所想要认识的那种人

有些时候
你非常喜欢一个人
但是缘分的交情
让你们只能相遇，而不能在一起

或往往你爱的人，不爱你
而你不爱的人，却是那样爱你
这复杂的习惯总是如此的跟着我们
解不开也算不清

有些人，你就是有一见如故的感受
有些人，你怎样就是说不上几句话
像是一部公车，大家在这一站上车
又在另一站下车
事事总是充满变数与未知。。。

曾经感情很好的朋友，即使感觉还在
可是因为各自都有自己的前程而疏离
然而某些记忆，就算多年以后
也难以忘记，深藏心底深处

所以朋友们，试着去珍惜每一次缘分的安排
因为你根本不知道，错过了这一次
你跟他（她），还会在哪个空间相遇？
也许，这是你们唯一一次的相遇。。。

缘分，是很奇妙的东西
它把原本陌生的两人牵引在一起
可以互相认识，交往，
到最后成为朋友
有缘千里来相会
无缘对面不相识

人与人之间的相遇
如果缺少了缘分的安排
又怎能从相遇中相识呢？

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

虽然不晓得，你我~
是否~还会相遇？
是否~会被淡忘。。。
愿你们都过得很好~
永远快乐，平安，健康，幸福。。。

Love Forecast in Year 2009

For Jimmy Lim who birth in April 28, below are your Love Forecast in Year 2009 :

Thou Shalt Play

You can expect a mature, realistic and responsible approach to love with serious Saturn in your 5th House of Romance through late October. You will benefit by making a concerted effort to enhance your image, but that doesn’t come from hard work alone. Having fun gives you a glow that makes you instantly more attractive. Taking time to play is essential for creating space in your heart to give and receive the pleasure you desire. Joy is part of your job now and needs to be on your schedule. Commit to activities that help you feel young, enthusiastic and expressive. These traits are necessities, not luxuries, if love is to blossom in your life. The downside of Saturn in this part of your chart can be feelings of isolation or emotional fatigue that tempt you to give up on love. Happily, spontaneous Uranus’s oppositions to Saturn on February 5 and September 15 should break you out of any funk. Venus’s retrograde period of March 6–April 17 is a critical time to reexamine core patterns in matters of love, partnership and self-worth. Her passage through the haze of your 12th House of Secrets can stir up feelings that you’ve kept hidden even from yourself. Discovering these needs can challenge you to approach intimacy in new and different ways.

Things girls don't realize...

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

可能我不明白

其实，我也不想说得那么明白
只是，闷在心里我真的很难受

只想你能够了解到事情的真相


{
事情的说明？
难道我不想说明事情的真相吗？
当我要说明一切与道歉，你有听吗？
最后，我只好在一旁安静这
什么都别说。。。
} p/s:这一句，请你别生气。


或许站在误会两人的观点看是会有点模糊
所以不要在那误会的圈套里逗圈圈了
就站在第三者的角度去看事情吧
也许那会比较好一点


好了，说再多我怕你会更讨厌我
因为我知道我是会让人讨厌的人
每次都说多错多
希望，事情有个被解决的句号点。


最后一句，
谢谢你的关心
我会好好的照顾自己

朋友，不是我不明白。

不是我不明白
我也不想弄得大家都那么的辛苦
这一切我只能说都来得太突然了

不是我不明白
如果哪一切一切的误会都能解决
那我们就不可能搞得现在这个样子了

不是我不明白
我对你所做的一切一切的好都只是好而已
并没有恶意或要你给与我什么回报

不是我不明白
如果朋友失去了关怀与好
那这对朋友还算是朋友吗？

不是我不明白
难道就你所说的这一切都是一种企图心
如果是，那我不是每天都对别人都有着企图心？
在我的字典里没有一个字眼是叫做企图
企图是一种自私与占有

不是我不明白
你想要的我且不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
所以空间就是你我最好的答案

不是我不明白
你的喘不过气我都能明白与了解
可而我的喘不过气又有谁知道呢？
这一切我都只好埋在心底，只让自己收藏。
不让别人来分担我的一点委屈。

不是我不明白
自私，我都把我的自私成为安静与冷漠
不想说那么多的话，做那么多
就只是聆听

不是我不明白
我就把我的好都让其他人来做吧
那我就不必担心我会让你误会了

不是我不明白
完美的人并不美
所以每一个人每一件事都不是完美的

不是我不明白
最后，那一切一切的误会
就让时间来冲淡它吧！


可能我还是不明白吧！
就让我一个人生活在一个宁静的孤岛
好让我知道人为何生存在这世界的道理


〉〉我们想要的不只是SORRY。。。



p/s:这一篇文章是细说这一对朋友的误会。。。

Do whatever you like...

Very tired...
Next time no want do any good thing for those who are not treasure it.Is "lebih" job.
Do more won't get a good respond, eventually get a bad result...
So, do whatever u like but not for them.
Be myself...

Buddhism

It was a good experience that I enter this society.
I join this group/class since yesterday.
Yesterday I learn how to said "hello"(pay respects) to Buddha & many......
Today went to heard the teacher talk & teaching.
His teaching is quite good.It can help a person to think more.
In the end, I sure I'll go for the next class.

T.T when write blog...

This morning I wake up, I suddenly wanna say something to my dad.
So, I jz sent him a short message.
After everything, I write blog as below blog...
When I write, I suddenly feel touch & on the spot I T.T~~~
I feel very sorry to them coz I think I didn't do the best as a son of them.
This is my 1st time crying infront of the laptop.

Daddy & Mummy, I Love both of You so much.

Happy Father's Day

This Morning,
sms...
Jimmy: Happy Father's Day...Daddy I love You.

1 minute later,
calling...
Daddy: Thanks for you sms.
Jimmy:("from the phone call, I can hear & knw you are very touching & happy when I say that coz I nvr say that to you b4.")
Jimmy:Erm...
Daddy:How is you blood pressure ady?You got go to check?
Jimmy:This few day I very busy.So, not going to check.
Daddy:How about your green apple & oatmeal(that day bk home than bring to Kampar)?Still got?
Jimmy:Yea, still got.
Daddy:This saturday what time you wanna we go to fetch you?(Go Cameron)
Jimmy:Err, 12:30pm.
Daddy:Ok...We go to fetch you on that time.
Jimmy:Okay.
Daddy:See you.Bye Bye~~~
Jimmy: Bye Bye~~~

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

From day to nite; from working to retire; from I born to now, daddy you never gv a rest to yourself.
Everything you done in your life is for the sake of our family.
Although you are retire, you still work to find some aid subsidiary to let me study.
I know I'm not very good, hard working or genius in study but you still support me.
So, I try my best to do whatever as I can on the study.I hope 2 more years later I can graduate with a perfact result & find a good job to earn more money for both of you(daddy & mummy).This is my promise.

At last, I jz wanna say DADDY I LOVE YOU.

Prepare for CPU Camp

This two weeks I busy to find ppl, plan, & many many thing...
Jz for later(now 1am) CPU Camp.
Later will be very busy for me to become a Registration & Seating Leader to handle all the registration & seating things.
Hope everything will go smoothly.
GOD bless ME~~~

Miss out to write blog...T.T

2 weeks time I didn't write blog ady.
miss out many thing to share with u all.
act I got many thing wanna write but I fail to write it here.SAD...T.T

Happy 20th Birthday to Carlos

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Karfai
Happy Birthday to you~~~

20 years old lo.
Wish all you wishest will come true.
Good Luck & Happy 4ever.

Next year bring you to clubbing...LOL~~~

Kampar Bak Kut Teh

Jz now Zheng Hong, Calvin & I went to ate Bak Kut Teh for our dinner.This was my 2nd time went to ate Bak Kut Teh at Kampar with them.Although my Klang Bak Kut Teh is the best, but I never to miss out to eat Kampar Bak Kut Teh.Taste different but not bad.Have their own taste & own recipe.
We 3 person order 5 head of ppl Bak Kut Teh...add one more plate of vegetable...
Until now i still feel very full.
OMG~~~feel like wanna vomit...
By the way, I satisfy today dinner...lol~~xD

天天

太阳天(或)下雨天

人挤人的咖啡店

找一个能想你舒服的角落

看着情人肩靠肩

慢慢转开我视线

yeh yeh ~~

有个女孩让我好想念

我的心已经飞到这个城市的另一边

想看着你我爱的脸

把心里的感情都对你说

那马路上天天都在塞

而每个人天天在忍耐

没有你日子很黑白

原来这样就是恋爱

我想要你在我身边

分享生命中的一切

我想要天天说天天说

天天对你说我有多爱你

天天说 i love you baby ~~

Couple Shopping

Today Denise & I went to Times Square shopping.
We decide to watch a movie… ”Angels and Demons”.
At 1st I thought is a boring movie but let me surprised is the movie really very nice… Worthy to watch.
Before the movie start, we went to have lunch at Food & Tea Restaurant.
The food there quite nice sum more many. Let me ate until cannot tahan.
After watch the movie at the super cold room, we went to shopping again lo…
Denise went to find her friend at Sony shop…Surprisingly she saw another 2 best secondary friends.
So, we 5 person went to McDonalds.
Before we went back, Denise & I went to bought doughnuts at Krispy Kreme Doughnuts back home. The doughnuts nice but too sweet…lol~~~

Lonely Shopping

Yesterday I alone went to KL Central bought back Kampar ticket.
After finish buy the ticket, feel like if back home oso nothing to do sum more the weather so hot. So decide to go Mid Valley & The Garden shopping.

At KL Central, I bought go & return journey ticket. As you know, return ticket oso in the same ticket. So after past thru the ticket machine, I forget to take back the ticket. I jz remember when I was at the way to The Garden.OMG…Haiz~~~let it be lo…

At The Garden, I saw a NTV host(Ye Jian Feng). When I saw him like very familiar, he look back me than he like “Oh, got ppl knw me”…lol~~~

Lonely shopping is quite funny & crazy thing. Go whatever as you like…no destination…no direction…no knw where to go…swt @.@!!!...

Lonely lunch at Mcdonalds shop…

Lonely bowling at Cosmic Bowl, Mid Valley.

Lonely basketball at Holiday Planet, Mid Valley.

Lonely journey back to my home…

Mayday 五月天

Super duper hot month...

HOT HOT HOT~~~

@.@""

属于

我坚持的 都值得 坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我赶追求 我就敢 拥有吗
而如果 都算了 不要呢?

或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的 那就去 飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧
为什麽 不敢呢 不要呢

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

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你属于我，是一种虚荣，
我属于你，是一时冲动；
直到我们属于彼此，

爱，才有可能属于我们。

520 我爱你 I Love You

20090520

It's late I said 520 to you all...

我爱你

(Iban) Aku sayau ke nuan.

(Kenyah) Akik uva' iku'

(Kayan) Akui nyalam ika'

(Bidayuh) Aku nyalau amu

(Dusun) Muhang oku dia

(Malay) Saya cinta kamu

(ENGLiiSH) i LOVE YOU

(POLiiSH) JA KOCHAM CiiEBiiE

(FRENCH) JE T'AiiME

(HiiNDii) HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE

(CZECH) MiiLUJii TE

(SLOVAKiiAN) LU'BiiM TA

(iiTALIAN) Tii AMO

(UKRAiiNiiAN) YA TEBE KAHAYU

(GERMAN) iiSH LiiBE DiiSH

(CHiiNESE) WO Aii Nii

(GREEK) S'AGAPO

(HAWAiiAN) ALOHA WAU iiA Oii

(LiiTHUiiANiiAN) TAV MYLiiU

(KOREAN) SA RANG HAE YO

(JAPANESE) Aii SHii TE RU

(ROMANiiAN) TE UBSEC

(BOSNiiAN) VOLiiM TE

(ALBANiiAN) TE DUA

(FiiLiiPiiNO) MAHAL KiTA

(SPANiiSH) TE AMO

(PORTUGESE) AMO TE

(ARABIAN) ANNAH BE HEBIC

(RUNGUS) OZIE OKU DIKAU

Sem break

At home,
Very boring…
Nothing to do…

Eat…
Sit…
Watching TV…
On-9…
Music…
Washroom…
Sleep…

……

3 weeks

3 weeks… await 3weeks exam week already past.
Yes…the hard 3 weeks I already tide over.

In the 3 weeks,
Everyday life just prepared for study…
Go lunch take note, dinner take note, go mamak oso take note.
Not prepare early is like that de lo…Haiz~~~
After finish all the paper, I just hope that I can pass all the paper.
Not hope so high coz I done it very bad.

After 3 weeks,
I hope everyone can get a good result…

GOD bless us…

Song...

Song is part of my life.

Music will never end from my life.

Lyric is the way to show out what I want to say.

So, every lyrics when I show out at my blog will have their own meaning at there.

What happen to the next second?

For the 1st second, I was the happy & cherish people.

For the next second, I was the sad & depressed people.

I really no know the next second which of the person am I be.

Everyday when come to 12am or later, I feel like very sorrow.

Everything like change.

Had a day, I alone go to the lake.

I sit at there. Think many...

Got a minite, I feel like wanna jump into the lake.

But I never do that coz I think of my parents.

Mum & Dad, I love both of you.

Thank you coz you are the 1 who bring me come to this world.

To My Friend...

Dear,

From last week, I know you are sad. Until now, you haven't recover from the shadow of the evil.
From you went out of your room to cycle everyway, I ask you where you wanna go. You said you wanna go out awhile only. At that time i saw your face abit different. So, I quickly take out my handphone than follow you go out.... I ask you what happen. You jz said let you one person...ok,I let you one person. But I follow at the back coz I scare anything happen summore the sky ady dark. Actually I know what happen to you already but jz no knw what is main point thing to make you so sad. When saw you cry, my heart like fall from 100m height of a building (is a normal thing when a guy saw a girl cry). I really no know what to do. Just take a piece of tissue-paper for you.

By the way, I really sorry to you.
I misunderstanding you something when you are in the sad time.
SORRY...

-jimmy-

28th APRIL 1988~2009...21th lo

I will like to thanks all my friends(old & new).

Although when the nx day is final exam for the 1st paper(Programming), you all guys(cousemate) still on-9 wishing me happy birthday.some still singing at msn(type in words).

After exam, 4 of ur(Karfai, Jerry, Chiew Han & me) walk to Tesco ate at Sushi King. It was a damn full lunch for me...Sushi King, I love U.

At that nite,same ppl(K, J, CH) when to ate dinner. Chiew Han & Jerry really make me surprice. They secretly went to buy tiramisu cake(my favourite) for me. I very bashful coz so many ppl at they watching drama, than we are here to celebrate.swt~~~

On 30th of April, my neighbor(Chiakie, Denise, Su Shiang) & Chin Eng call me go to having dinner together. Why so late? coz they are too busy with their exam, summore on that day I already got another invitation.

Once again, thanks to all of you for celebrate my 21st Birthday...

別再為他流淚

你走了太久一定很累
他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了
心情很乾脆
他其實沒有那麼絕對
遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴
他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會.
那些你已無所謂

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後為自己醉
就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後管他是誰

TAURUS MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is 'No Freedom', so if he marry you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, then you could have him beside you.

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Who am I?

Worry...Wondering...What to do now???

Time always go...no limits...
Me always think of future but sometime mind cannot move forwards still recall the past.
Izit I think too much or I scarry of what? I no know.

Day by day; time by time, I no know whatever I did it now is a correct way or a wrong way. I scare I will miss out from this galaxy. I really need a mentality advisor to advise me.

At last...
For someone who are misunderstood what I did wrong thing to them before, I will like to say sorry to them because I also no know why am I treat them like that.
For someone who are asking why am I treat her so good now, I will like to say I also no knw why am I do that for her. All this is come out frm my heart & not a scheming to her. I just want to show out my feeling.

Happy Birthday to my friends

I will like to take this opportunity to bless my friends Denise, Kai Liang & Chiakie where their birthday on 6th, 8th & 14th respectively on April.
Wish them healthy always, joyful & what they have wish for will realize soon to them.

~"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"~

Say the TRUTH!!!

If you got any invited after we had decide to go together to somewhere, you just said it earlier la. I won't be angry to you... but don't until I wanna go out ady you just said you cannot make it. For sure I'll angry what you did it to me...
I no knw why some ppl won't said the truth to others.
Izit to say the truth to others is a very difficult thing???
If yes, I not have other words can say.

SORRY if I do something wrong or get hurt to YOU!!!

I HATE myself...

This few day I do not knw why i suddenly like easy to get angry.Until me like cannot breathe.
Everytime will think too much of thing...
Last time I never face to this kind of problem but jz this few week I cannot control myself to be angry.
One of my buddy told me be patient of whatever thing happen.OK, I'll try my best to be patient.
PATIENT PATIENT PATIENT......
Btw, I oso need some time and space to let me digest.There should be the best way for me to comedown myself.
HAIZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~~~

面包鸡(min bao kai-cantonese)-Chicken Bread

Jz knw my cousemate & I went to the Kampar Old Town having our chicken bread lunch.
We have 2 car going. Actlly we suppose meet at 3pm. Btw, some of my friends still at skul do gym.haizzzz...lah biasalah. Everytime comfirm the time ady,sure will be delay 1 hour 0r more than that.So,1 of the car go 1st.
There are many chicken bread restaurant at Kampar. After that, we decided to had our chicken bread at KAM LENG restaurant. 1 of the famous chicken bread restaurant at Kampar. Heard my friend said on every weekend, there will have many KL, Ipoh & other places ppl will go to there jz for the chicken bread.
From 3:45pm, we waiting another car coming till 4:30pm. Hungry mannn...wanna pengsan@.@
While we waiting them coming, we order "cha siu bao"...hehehe~~~
Woouuu~~~all 10 ppl reach here ady.
We order 1 BIG curry chicken bread, 1 small medicinal materials chicken bread, 1 noodles(man shang min-cantonese) & 1 vegetable.
Ohhh, nice chicken bread. Really very nice...yummy~~~
We finish at 5:30pm...after that we went to bought KTM & bus ticket for this coming Sunday. Going PCFair at KLCC on this Sunday.
Finish all the staff ady,we went bk to Westlake Home...
Wah, basketball tournament...we went to support our FSET team... YEAH, FSET won ady...woolehhh~~~
2day was a wonderful day...weather was so cool...niceeee~~~
Chicken Bread, I'll go to eat you again nx time...hahaha~~~

勇气

终于做了这个决定

别人怎么说我不理

只要你也一样的肯定

我愿意天涯海角都随你去

我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己

最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气

来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气

去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你

放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性

会不小心伤害了你

你能不能温柔提醒

我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

What About Now???

"What About Now"

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Blurrr...@.@

this few week i suppose be very busy with my study things.
btw, i feel very fidgety with the girl & boy things...
i seem like attract by someone. in the day by day; time by time, i feel like very nervous with their everything, I didn't know why I become very care of her.
at 1st, i told myself that dont be so close with her coz i scare i accidentally fall in love to her coz she ady have a bf!!...
**everyone will think that izit a girl having a bf suppose not be so close & treat her so good. I no knw what is the percentage of you all will say NO.**
but the situation of myself, I'll not dare to like a girl where she already have a bf. in the other words, I should not like a girl if she having a bf now.
be the third party in other person life is a toilsome thing. so, better keep away from being doing that.
anyhow, why am i still thinking of her now???what happen to me???confusing~~@.@""
(:\\"she ady have another 1...stop it ok...")...
anyway, i'll always keep in mind that she will not be the one in my life.
maintain as a friends...
it should be feel more comfortable & not be feel queer with each other.

Tried week(22th-28th March 2009)

As I write the date at the up there,there is a crazy week that I have.
(Database assignment + Programming lab test + Analysis & Design IS midterm-test)
Everyday sleep not more than 3 hours...WTF~~~
Until the end, i get fever on 28th of March.
Anywhere i wan to thx GOD coz no let me fall sick on the middle of that week.THANKS~~~

"Busy Life at UTAR"

Since last 3 week,I got tonnes of assignment have to do.
And from this week,I got a lot of test(MT,lab test).
Untill now i have many many many tutorial haven't done yet.
OMG,what is the life now.
Who said university life is free,relaxed??? WT----

At last,I hope this sem I will get a good result.(at least 3.00!!)

Sorry,I'm lazy...

For all my friends,I'm here to say sorry to you all guys coz I not update my BLOG.
I hope my apologies is not too late...